GeRaNaLeR

2006-10-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

Okay... lets see..
i think it's been 3 months plus since i wrote my last entry... hahaX
hhmm...

Been very busy for the passed few months..
My Sweet sixteen had passed..
N LEVELS are OVER already..
GRADUATION DAY is next Tue..
Starting wOrk at FISH & CO at changi Airport next moday...

hmm..
hahahahaha..
but the best thing is that i don't have to go to school anymore..
OKay not EXACTLY not goin to school.. i mean not goin to school to study like everyone else... 7am to 2pm? hahaha

I have to go to school for my council meetings,
Student Ambassador thingy, Prepare for my
O level Math which is coming in Nov... etc

hehehe =)

but life was fun too...
now... i'm attached...
to someone special.. and whom i love alot...
thank you Jesus for giving me such a wonderful partner..

=)

hhmm.. really can't wait till i get of this school and go to poly to study..
it'll be so much more fun then in sec.. so restricted...
yeah.. hahaha...

End of this year.. the 21st to 31st i'll be goin AUSTRALIA!!
isn't that cool..
It's even more cool knowing that...
My Besties goin with me..
(Jun ting and Angie)

hahaha
But i'll miss my hubby.............................................................
Our first christmas.. and we're not spending it together.. very sad neh..

hahaha
but nevermind....
STILL have next year..

hehe =)

wow...
we really have to live life to the fullest or we'll think life is boring and all..
hahaXx..
Counting all the blessings i have..
i think that i'm a very blessed girl...

hhhmmm.. yupps.. =)

Anyway wish all those in NA good luck in taking back the results in DECEMBER..
And good luck to those that are taking O levels... !!!

God Bless you guys..

GeRa (0140)

2006-07-01T02:04:00.000-07:00

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2006-07-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

2006-06-16T03:29:00.000-07:00

hhmmm...
LuRve.....
Passed few weeks...
Many many things happened to mi...
so many just went passed mi like that...
so much has happened .... and i cant turn back time....
haIx...
Should i be thankful of what is happening to mi??
Or... should i .... be sorry for myself???
i donnoe....
I feel So pathetic man....
but it seems like no one can help mi.......................
i feel so lost....
finding true love had landed mi into a patthetic stage....
I noe i love him... yes... i love him...
but.... he??? i don understand.....
must my love life suck so much???
haiXx...
just take a step at a time bah...
i still got a long way ahead...
No hurry now...
but when i reach 18 must start to hurry le...
hahaX.. actually planed out my future le...
Dots... hahahaXx....

hhhmmmm...
just wish that both of us...
will be happy and choose the right path to take....
and be blessed....

Or else... time will heal everthing... and put all this to the past....
ya.... we'll see bah....

slowly take our time...
it's better to make a right choice now rather then later on we'll regret right???
I learned my mistake... one mistake is enough for mi...
i don wanna make another..
and i don wan to loose a guy i love le...

GeRa~

2006-06-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm... sOoOoo lOng nv blog ler... wow... like 2 weeks man... or maybe more then that....
hahaX... been pretty busy with school , the council anD at home maR... Cannot blame...
I'm a busy woman.. hahahaXx...
Dotss...
hhmm... today i went to reborn my hair!!!
Yest i went Jean yip to cut my hair...
hahaaXx... dOts...

[before]

[After]

hhmmm... yuPxxx...
hehehe ya...
passed few days i went to search fOr my confirmation Dress and birthday dress tOo...
My mum bought a long white dress for my confirmation... mY gosh...
lOoks like i'm getting married like that!!! dOts.... but it's very beautiful....
hahahaXx... gotta buy heels toO....
hhmmm...
Wow...
this month i watched like 4 moviesSs
the first few days when my cousins came to stay my house...
we went to Escape theme park... hahaX... SoO SuPerb fun la...
Screaming at the top of our lungs... and enjoying the time of our life....
hahahaXx

okay we didnt actually went wild wild wet... okay... its escape theme park... haha

GoondoSs taking pics with Cartoon characters.. trying to fit it...
But bleh... they suck at it... hahahaXx... OppS...

Welcome to Escape Theme Park...

hahahaXxx

having fun....

met 2 very cute caucasian guys... so i asked them to take a photo with us...
hahahaXx... are'nt they cute??? hhmmm.... yuPxxX... hahahaXx

Okay... we played every single game... like for 5 6 times...
especially the ship wreck and the go cart...
hahahaXx
then after playing for like 5 hours...
we went to eat our dinner...
and some of us... the "adults"
catched the 9.40pm show "DA VINCI CODE"
it ended around 12.15...
then we went home....
2 days before that... we actually watched "X-Man 3" le...
hahahx.. then a few days after we watched " The Nun"
waH!!! freaking scary la... that jackie another one... keep scaring mi... bleh...
now i'm afraid of nuns... stupid show... we watched 10 plus also la..
ended around midnight too...
we took some photos on the way out...

Jackie and mi....

The four of us...
Nisha gera joanne and cathrine...

mi... nothing better tO do...

Okay... then last week i went tO watch the Omen with dex... hahahaX...
cOol right???
hhmhmm... yupX... did enjoy myself this june...
wow... to come to think again ...
i gotta start on my homework and study for add math le...
mY gOsh.!!!
hehehX...

I'll be having my birthday party on the 15th of july...
will be giving out invitation cards to my friendssS...
try to make it Kk...
HahahX..
at last i'm becoming 16!!
My Sweet Sixteen.... hahahaXx
yeepee
can't wait...

GeRa~

2006-05-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i've write in the blog..
Been Very busy in school and as well as working thats why
Everyday come home around 10plus then have to settle some council stuff
Sommore i wanna watch Da Chang Jin... gOt nO time to write in the blog at aLl
Today i never gO worK...
Cause i got English Prelims Oral...
More impt then work mar... then gotta go to church at 8pm alsO
The Oral Was oKay la.. Exactly the same as last year..
I wish that i can do better than last year!
hhmm... then shirley come my house... did some stuffs then she went home...
Then i went to take a nap... its been days since i had a good sleep..
ALways sleeping at 2amplus...
haIxx...
Everytime got this habit of thinking how to solve the problems i'm facing now..
It seems that there's no one that can help mi..
Everyone seems to dump everything onto mi and ask mi settle it..
I'm really tireD... One side council one side St john..
My day is like filled up with Many things to do and need to solve..
So tiring.....
haIXx...

The Council....
HaiXx... i really don noe wad to say about the sec 3s...
Bing min should had sack those that were slacking since last year already...
haIXx.. nOw i have to sack them myself...
one by one not doing canteen duty..
Mrs tang already said once a councillor always a councillor
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS STEP DOWN AND I'M OFF DUTY...
COUNCILLOR IS A PERSON THAT IS RESPONSIBLE AND INITAITIVE ETC...
NOT ASKING YOU TO BE PERFECT OR ANYTHING BUT JUST TO DO YOUR JOB AND LEAD AND SERVE THE SCHOOL!
Today i had an interview with some of the sec1s and 2s..
Just wish that they can be as enthu as my batch and the previous batch...
and uphold the council name...
I've to settle everything down before i step down next year..
Or i'll feel very bad... haIXx..

St John..
One by one not showing respect for us... sec 3s not initiative at all...
keep on depending on us the sec 4s...
the thing is that we have to step down one day and they have to take over...
tell mi how, how to solve this problem???
I felt that this year sec 3s have to commitment at all...
The sec 2s are better a little...
HOW to solve?
Punish them... did it already... not working
Talk to them... did it also... Not listening
tell mi??
trying our best to bring up the st john name... one by one pulling it down...
haIxx...

AhhH... its really making mi maD!!!
i think i'll go crazy one day...
if this continues...
HaiXx..
WHAT TO DO?????????????????????????????????
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME OUT?????????????????????
I REALLY NEED HELP AND ADVICE BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

hahaaXx...

KkXx lets talk about Wed and thur first

Wednesday 17th May 2006

hhmm... It's my first working day at Prudential...
Its also our class gathering... okay nt say totally all from our class la... majority...
All chinese la.. except for mi.. as usual... hahaaXx...
Okay... in the morning i woke up like very early then
went to the market to buy the fOod for the chalet...
coSs they had not enough....
After that went to pack my bag and went to HL jie house then proceeded to the chalet...
At the chalet i ate my lunch changed my clothes and left for worKxx
sad sia... i cant enjoy with them GOTTA wOrk! haiXx...
Then meet aNgie at Mrt station and went to work...
waH.... the JOb is freaking Boring man! i cant belive i called 180 over ppl!
and only made 1 appointment!!!
haiXx...
doTss...
but okay la... $6 per hour... haIxx..
then after work went back to the chalet..
Hui lin jie very gOod orh... help me BBQ 3 sausages...
she saw mi poor thing ... hahaXx...
i ate ALOT of bee hoon but very Little BBQ stuffs... cOs there is NO MORE FIRE!
hahaahaXx.. cant believe the gUys donnoe how tO start the fire...
heard many stories abt when i was not around...
CARTOON SIA!
hahaXx... we stay Up the WHOLE freaking night...
Played Dia Di and watched lame vampire sHow... hahaXx
many thing happened sIa...
hahaXx...
Woke up freaking early to see the sun rise also cannot see!
It was tOo cloudy le!!!
dotss..

hahahaXx..

Thursday 18th May 2006

Actually got nothing special la... after BBQ in the morning at 8am went back hOme
slept throughout till 3pm then prepared and went to wOrk....

FriDay 19th May 2006

Hmmm... Today... i collected back my results.... HaiXx..
So ugLy sIa... Not Nice aRh..
After school i trained a few sec 2s councillors for their pledge taking...
yuPxx.. then went to eat lunCh...
then .........................................................................
.................................................................................
.................................................................................
the day cant get any nIcer...
hhmm.....
Just a shout out to all my besties that the chaLet was a very nice one!
Overall i enjoyed it!
looking forward to the next one!

GeRa~

HaiXx i very Sad !!!

2006-05-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

HaiXx.... ToDay Add math paper i did aLot of CARELESS mistakes sIa...!
I'm like the best in making careless mistakes!!!
Copy the questiOn to Answer shEet alSo can CoPy WrOnG!!!
WaD the Hell!!!
HaiXx.. hhmmXx.. the StupId setSs alSo... i still can think aBoUt reasonable and Not reaSonable!
Wad the hell i'm thinkinG???
haIxx... i think i'll Not get a GoOd mark For Add math lOXx

About my physiCss... tooPid Mr chNg... tell mi about my math results before my math paper! made mi sO sad and stressed uP while DoinG my math until i cannOt cOncentrAte!! haiXx
Until i only get 30/50 for physicS i normally get B3 wan lOXx... sad sIa!!!

Telling mi my markSs in the miDdle of the exaMs will make mi stressed out wan sIa... NEVER tell mi my marKss During my exam!! I don wan to Noe...!!! Don stress mi Out!!!
UNDERSTOOD!

haIxx.. gotta take this time as a lesson... N level gonna be like this Too.. thaNK God that N level the teachers will not know the results before hand so i can do my paper In peace!!!
yUpXx...!!!

yeah!!! tmr i goIn for job interview with Angie Mui bestest frienD... i went swimming with her just now and came back home watch korean drama for a while and slept!! hahahaXx... then we call to ask for Jobss we got 2 job interview to gO... if tmr one succeed then we will not go wed one le~!! Yeepee!!

Its like 1 hour $6 plus incentives sIa... deliver one good can have $15 this is just for the fIrst 2 weekS probation
After probation its $7 per hour and $20 for each delivery!

Yeepee!! yeah!! i can earn money le... and wOrking hours is 5.30pm to 9.30pm... 4 hours a day! wow right??? hahahaXx i think if can we aRe goin tO do long term one! hahahaXx yeah!!!

2006-05-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

mi and ah jie hui lin....

Daddy shahril anD mi[GeRa]

Yeepee!!! i'm now very very happi that Tmr iS goNna be the last day of mid year exams...
don inculde that Tue got Mt listening la...
hahahaXx.. that one don need to study wan mar!!!
yeepee!! i got alot of thing in mind that i wanna dO!! maNy maNy thingX...
hahahaXx... Wed going to watch movie wit our classmates!! then next week go find for joB
While finding for a job there are many things to Do to

~SHOPPING
~SWIMMING
~BOWLING
~ICE SKATING
~CYCLYING
~WATCH MORE MOVIES
~PLAY POOL
~KTV
~ETC.....

hahahaXx... alot right?? there's more only that i cant of it now.... slowly.. there's a total of 1 month man...

But not everyday i'll be free la... got quite a number of council things to settle tooo...
Got council and st john camp summore... st john trainin every week... haIxx..
can La... just treat it as a fun thing to dO... so i'll enjoy doin it!!
hahahaXx... [*_*]
Springfield idol auditons and all...
also very busy la... then i wan to work somemore...
and wanna spend time with him somemore...
i think its gonna be real packed the month of june! hhmmm....

2006-05-12T22:10:00.000-07:00

waH!! sadt sIa... the add math students in
Our class still have o study during the weekend for add math paper 2...
and the rest can slack le... haIxx....
sadt sadt sia... luck i clever... study in the afternOon...
then watch korean drama at night... i Now watching " mY lovely samSoon" very nice show mixed of romantic and comedy.... !
Yesterday i watched with my mum till 4amplus then slp sia...
my mum also gone mad over that show... everyday will watch! hahahaXx...
iTs in the same blood cannot blame..

The TV freakSs...
hahahaXx
haahahaX.. damn cartoon sia.... hahhahaXx...
anyway today... gotta study all the way! haixx...
cant wait for monday and finish the paper once and for all! hahahaXx..
and enjoy the rest of the daySs... cOol man!!
Slack all the way till july!! o ya...
i wanna woRkk!! anyone can recommand mi any job...
in need of a job la... hahahaXx... kKXx... i gotta syudy le....

GeRa~

2006-05-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

Okay enough of exams its making mi sIck.... haha
Okay.. Got watch Charmed... Pheobe is back to her love life already!
As for mi, yeah... cos... i'm also in a love mood... haha...
Its been like such a long time since i've love another guy besides Aler...
hohoho... Although waited for him like for 2 years end up also have to give up arh... dotSs... Now i Got SomeOne .... haha...
hhhmm... But donnoe whether will be together anot...
But i Love him lOaDss... Love is in the air man...
HoHo... 7 months le neh... haha can u believe it... "waited" for 7 months... hhmm...
lets see... how long will it take for us to be together... hmm...
haiXx..
ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS

Hmm... after exam can enjoy le...
and prepare for my comfirmation and Birthday party
Gotta go and wOrk and earn money!
I'm short of money nOw....

This year is my SWEET SIXTEEN .
Birthday Party must make nice nice ! But of course cant be as nice aS the MTV ones la
Not as rich as the caucasians sia! hahaXx.. but its gonna be a different party compared
to the passed few yearSs... yeepee cant wait... !

hahahaXx

GeRaLdIne~

2006-05-10T02:47:00.000-07:00

Mi and Angie! my bestie friend heheXx

2006-05-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

Jesus RocKss man!

2006-05-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

Freak man! Study sO hard alSo dOn Noe For wad!
Damn F**Ked up man! really make mi freaking stressed up until like this...
the math paper 2 is damn shity la! SoSosO DIFFICULT!
That TooPid PerSon tHat set thIs papeR muSt be cRazy la!
Comapred tO the passed few yearS.. its much mOre difficult la!
Freak man! i actually got so stressed up with Q1a until i forGot to do 1b and 1c
shit man,.... that 2 question 6 marks sia...
and its like damn easy la! haiXx....
~SobXx~
CannOt stOp cRying sia!
I cannot afford to fail math at all! reallie feeling depressed nOw!!
haiXx... Like even the express first class don noe how to do some la...
freak man! suckie la... haiXx... cannot take it le...
tmr got Add math paper 2 somemore and Mother tongue...
haiXx... wad the hell man....
Don noe how to put one paper one day aRh....
thought we sOo clever isit? 2 different sub in one day! STUPID!

Freaking StreSsed Out sIa!!!

GeRa~

2006-05-09T04:56:00.000-07:00

Sad caSe sia!!! Mr Chng say my math Over 33 only got 10++ aiYo!!
i wanna kill myself le la...
i today die die also must stay up till 2am and do 3 school paper 2!!!
i Don wanna fail... Moreover i don't wan just pass also!!!
i wanna get as high as common test la!! at least a A2!!!
Gotta pray and study real harD man!!!
i so So sO saD!!! ~sObs~ haiSs tmr math paper 2 and chemistry sia!
Both are like damn haRd la!!! how to cope like that sia...
cant they put one paper one day not as if
we don have time to have exams like that...
Rush for wad!!! haIss... CONCENTRATE arh!!!
i MUST pass well for Math its like the onLy sUb i love la!!! haIsss!!
~SoBss~

Just Now Shirley came my house and study!
hhmm... so stressed abt tmr sia...
and she did study la.... did some math questions...
thanks to her i did my blog today tOoo... nice aNort??
hhmm... kkX la.. i gotta sTudy le!!!

GoOd lucK to EveRyOne!!

GoD bleSs

GeRaLdiNe~

heheXx Yeepee

2006-05-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

hey hey, today i change my blog worRxX... all the efforts goes to Shirley my jiE jiE! hahahaXx... thankSs ah jie!! HoHoHo...

Mi and My sister

[ The Charmed ones] Haha bestie friendSs

Mi and Ah jie Shirly

My blog song lyrics

He's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up'till i close my eye
she's everywhere i go he's all i know
'Though he's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger every day
and even now he's gone i'm still holding on
So tell me where do i start'
cause it's breaking my heart don't wanna let him go
[Chorus:]
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray'cause
heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
that if you really love him
you've gotta set him free
and if he returns in kind i'll know he's mine
So tell me where do i start'
cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let him go
[Chorus:]
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray'
cause heaven knows

Why i live in despair'
cause while awake or dreaming
i know he's never there
nd all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside why does it hurt me so...
[Chorus:]
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray'cause
heaven knows heaven knows...

2005-09-29T20:22:00.000-07:00

hhhmmm... dotSs so long never blog ler...
boring man... i felt that days pass by Sooooooo fast...
its gonna be end of the year ler...
hehehXx... i recently watched a
very very very Superb Romantic korean love drama...
Oh my gosh...after watching a few episodes on channel u...
i went to buy the VCD ler...
hahahX.. so romantic man...
when i first bought it i watch the 20 disc in 2 days
i stayed up till next day to complete the whole thing man...
all my frienDs thinkS i'm crazy
hahahX but it's really very romantic mar...
all the worDs the guy said to the girl
oh my gosh can make mi cry man..

haiXx.. i found out all the
korean love drama i've watched so far ALL have SAD endings
everytime make mi waste 2 to 4 packets of tissuse..
but it's really very romantic...

hehehXxx... how i wish i got a very romantic boyfriend like chengjun ge... hehehXxx...
am i thinking too far???
hahahXx... but those who love watching
romantic drama i encourage you watch this korean drama...
hahahHxx...
watch metor garden also can... thats very romantic too!!!
hahaHX.. the best Love drama is by HOng kOng...
thats really superb superb romantic and
have happy endingSs... hahahx.. i'm sick man...
everyday watch television and especially
those very romantic oneSs... hahahx..
anyway i enjoy watching tele... hahahx
anyway eXamSs are coming ler...
so have to stop watching ler... hahahaXx..
after examSs continue... hahahx...
GoOd lUck to all of you for your examSs
Final examsSs
'N' Level
'O' Level
All the best... god bless you guySss!!!!

Love

2005-08-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

Love....
What can you say about love???
hhmm... I've been through a love experience not long ago...
what i've been through was really something i should learn!!
I've been through the happy sad joyful exciting
and pathetic momentSss
many things about love are things that we can't control!!
especially if its just a one side love..
where the guy like this girl but the girl don't like the guy!
or it may be another way!!
hhhmmm... there are times when both parties can quarell
and end up not talking to each other!
what i've been through was....
I was with this guy..
He's really superb good to me..
which i thought that we could last long!!
for the first 2 months we went through was all happy moments..
Really happy being with him!
As he was my first guy and first love!!
i really put my whole heart to it!!
and didnt expected it will turn out as bad
as i thought after a few monthS.
We start avoiding each other!!
and stop talking to each other!
our distance were becoming further and further.
actually i thought it was normal.. but...
i suddenly got so frightened and afraid that he will break up with me!
Soo as each day pass i tried to talk to him ...
but its like no use at all!
So i decided since there are soo many unhappy things happening between us
why not break up and cool down for a while..
But this BREAK UP lead to more avoiding between the both of us
and No MORE TalkINg between us..
i was thinking did i did something wrong???
i've been asking this queStion to myself till now!!
One year had pass..
and Still regretting what i did that time!!
Until now my love for him still remainSs...
trying to forget!! but how??
we've been through Sooo much unforgetable momentS...
I still have to carry on with my life..
ThiSs is the FIRST LOVE experience i went through
and it stayed with mi till now!!